Who I love

Who I love is mine
But in a way not mine
Because he hurt me in so many ways,
I can not describe
My love goes on but the pain that is in my heart never dies.
These feelings I wish I could hide
But they show when you look in my eyes.
The tears that I have shed,
You probably don't even care for
Because they mean nothing to you,
What happened, where did we go wrong?
How did our love slowly drift apart when it was so strong?
We were good friends, we were close
But what came between us - I still don,t know!
Was it something I did? I'll never know.
All I wish is that it could be like, it was before!!